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    Hey, everybody. Good to see some familiar faces.

    Okay so for me I guess "incel" fits, since if I had a choice, I'd be happily married to a wife who didn't use sex as a commodity to trade for power and control. I was married for fifteen years to a controlling psychopath. I am not being hyperbolic either. I truly believe she has a serious mental disorder of some kind. A truly evil individual. She didn't seem that way early in the relationship, but I was too naive to see the signs and too faithful to move on when it became clear that I was on the long road to misery. Finally, she ended up abandoning me when she couldn't control me anymore. The more I grew, the more horrible a person she became.

    This pretty much ruined my life. I had what most people would consider a normal family. Married with a decent career and young child. But something happens when the one YOU love is inexplicably murdered and then a demon from hell takes on the form of her body and proceeds to try and destroy your life. It does something to you. It's a wound that is incredibly difficult to heal. We went through the whole family court thing, including a vicious custody battle.

    But this was some years ago, and I'm mostly okay now. Sure, my old career is a smoldering memory, and I am living below the poverty line. But I have an IQ in the 99th percentile of the human race, so I've managed to cope and make the best of my absolute shit circumstances. I have a comfortable, if minimalist lifestyle. I write fantasy fiction and I study philosophy. Things are okay... but they are frustrating because I really would like to have a romantic partner again.

    Thing is, once you've had your life demolished by a betraying woman, it is REALLY difficult to trust again. I know I wouldn't fall for such a thing twice. I don't think I could survive that. But because of this, my standards for any relationship would probably be so high as to repel any potential partner. And I don't want to do that. Ideally, I'd like a woman who I could trust to be loyal but also who would be comfortable in a very free relationship where we didn't have to do EVERYTHING together. I'm in my late forties now, and there's no way I can absorb myself into the life of a woman. I have my own way of being and my own interests. I also need a fair bit of solitude so I can gather my thoughts. Yet a normal marriage usually does not allow for these things. And so, my "ideal" is, realistically, unlikely ever to come along.

    That puts me in a position where I must deal with my sex drive in other ways. Funny how that doesn't just go away just because you don't have a mate. I long for the carnal touch of intercourse and the bliss of wet muscle spasms as two bodies become one. I believe it is a necessity, psychologically. But what is someone in my position to do? I'm far too risk averse to go for casual sex with women. That is even more dangerous than a treacherous wife. If one woman can destroy your life, imagine how five or more scorned women would. I also don't feel like it would be satisfying because women who do casual sex really aren't going to provide that feeling of closeness a man craves.

    Masturbation has been the only relief. And I've seen all the porn, really. To the point where I'm not even interested anymore. It's just people acting stupid on camera. I know almost all of it is fake, and I don't like the style. Really, the patterns are dumb. Woman pretends to find man highly appealing. She gives him a blowjob. They fuck for a while and then he pulls out and cums all over her pussy. Sigh. Boring. zzzz. People really like that? Give me something AUTHENTIC. Something I can vicariously immerse my mind into and pretend I'm experiencing it myself. So I went through that for a while until I got burned out and just stopped.

    Then, there was fantasy. Oh boy, this was far better. I found some pretty enticing fantasy stories and art which I found oddly refreshing. Then there was MLP, which I also found very healing from the wounds inflicted by my ex. Then I discovered clop. Not the crappy anthro shit, but the stuff that at least tried to make like they were actual equines. I found that pretty appealing and incorporated a lot of this fantasy into my ideas for writing.

    Eventually, I found some pictures of REAL horse sex. Blew my mind. For ages, I considered that all the fiction I've read about horse sex was just that -- fiction. Surely nobody REALLY did this, did they? So I grabbed all the media I could and eventually found myself on BF about a year ago. Granted, there's no way I can have a horse in my current life circumstances. But I did manage to get a dog six months ago, and she's a wonderful companion but too young to get sexual with. So my situation is that I've been mostly a lurker, asking questions at times. With BF going down, I didn't want to lose touch with the community. So I'm very happy to be here because I still think zoo is probably my only option going forward. Yes, I'd prefer a loving wife. But unless that opportunity presents itself, I need to find a viable outlet for my sex drive. And my style is that I am a very gentle and generous lover. This matches an animal's nature, I believe, because animals give back what you give them. Unlike so many women.

    #2
    I'm glad you came over Ebony, Its good to have your here. There was a lack of zoo exclusive section in the previous forum, and I'm happy there is now a section for those who can explain how bad the western court system has gotten, especially in the feminist family courts.

    Once you have sex with your k9 girl, technically, your not an incel anymore, so its temporary for now. In time, you might come to find satisfaction in being zoo, and that alongside friends here and IRL, you could enjoy your free time doing other things than returning to the grind of the dating game.

    I myself wouldn't call you an incel, but a ZGTOW. You have been through 15 years of marriage, and your just going your own way from it, with a cute k9 girl in your arms instead.

    Zoophilia is Freedom - ZThorse Interview on ZTT.

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      #3
      Not sure if I am doing this right as this is the first time I have been involved with a beastiality forum. Have always been drawn to various animals in a sexual way. Don't really understand why I desire animals over human females though. Just got fed up with the drama, mind games, and the overall human female species. I have no desire for human female relationships and find great satisfaction and companionship with female dogs. My greatest desire is to please my lady dog in any way I can. My dog is my friend, lover, companion, and at times my therapist, lol. Her well being, happiness, care, comfort is important to me, so she gets spoiled quickly, but I never force her to do anything she does not want. Being small in size down south, I have little to no problem with intercorse with her. I am into oral sex mostly with her and the taste of dog pussy is great. Often I just let her ride my face and mouth until she is finished, or just lick and probe her pussy while she lies on her back. Anyhow, I am hoping to make some friends here and to learn. My main concern here is about how safe and confidential this forum is. Would very much like to meet others of like interest, but not sure if that ever happens though. I am single and live alone since the death of my wife 7 years ago. Have also wanted to experience the taste of horse pussy. Be real, be cool, just be you....
      How you treat animals will tell me everything I need to know about you.

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        #4
        Your story sounds so very familiar, in every way. Wife, IQ, loss of career, family, minimal lifestyle, interests, everything. The complete destruction of my former life in every way - a complete disconnect. It took time and some painful ‘wandering in the wilderness’ but eventually my life took on a new trajectory. So I understand now the metaphor of Moses wandering 40 years in the wilderness. That’s what it took. As I experienced the trauma I grew stronger spiritually. Not religious, but more in tune with the Spirit of the Universe, as I conceive of it. My hope for you is that you find the deep inner peace and emotional security that I evolved, finally. So you aren’t alone...and you have my sincere best wishes for your path to self-realization. I really appreciate your posting your story as it gives me solace knowing that I’m not the only one...namaste
        Some people are animal lovers, I like dogs that are man-lovers lol

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          #5
          Not to be that guy, but I recommend you stop bragging about your IQ. The nicest way I can put it is that is comes off as very tacky.

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            #6
            Damn man im sorry. Its really true how useless and horrible all women are. I dont think ive talked to any man here who has had a good relationship with a woman. Its just not really that possible anymore. Maybe back decades ago when women were much more easily controlled and knew their place , but not today in the time of "meetoo" and feminism.
            Ive been thinking if making an honest question asking thread about if women should even be allowed into the zoo lifestyle and honestly this here makes me realize I should. Someone needs to put down facts and we men need to help eachotger.
            its just.. depressing so many of us have fallen into the woman trap in life.
            stay strong, know that animals will give you the best kind of love and sex out there.

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              #7
              If you're considering this because you had a shit relationship, I'd say you need to reconsider. If you prefer women, I think you should stop, examine your life, start fixing the broken shit in your head, and work towards finding a woman who's a match for you. I don't know any more about you than what you said up top, but it says a lot and it doesn't paint a very good picture of you.

              If you're half as smart as you claim you shouldn't have any real impediment to making a solid living. I've been down and out, career fizzled out (my own fault, really) and spent my last $50 in gas getting to the big city to start an entry level position, but it was a job. The dog and I lived in the car for a week during winter, snow and ice winter, until we could get into an apartment, but it didn't take long and I had left that job for much greener pastures. I'm no dummy, but I'm also not the smartest guy and if I can do it I can't see how someone who claims to be smarter than me can't do it too.

              Dogs and horses aren't "easy", I'd wager they're actually harder long-term. They can't get jobs, they aren't great conversationalists, and their upkeep isn't free. There are mountains of things a woman can do that a dog or horse just can't, and keep in mind this is from a zoo exclusive. I'm not knocking them, they're great, but they shouldn't be a substitute one turns to in desperation. They require a lot of time and frequently money to maintain properly, they don't cease to exist when they're inconvenient. Your post doesn't make you sound like the kinda guy who'd be cool with waking up early because you need to take care of an animal before you go to work, maybe I'm wrong, but that's the vibe I got.

              You're not the only guy who got hooked up with someone who wansn't healthy for you, my ex-wife and I had some serious problems too, hence the ex, but I don't let that hold me down; if anything it allowed me to escape my poverty easier since I didn't have to deal with someone else's problems while trying to fix my own. It wan't that she was all fucked up and I was faultless, we both had our issues, but in the end it doesn't matter because we're free of each other and that's all I wanted. I hope she finds happiness, I hope everyone does.

              Perhaps you were in a shitty mindset when you posted this, but if that reflects your honest thoughts I think you need to examine your motivations and goals to build a plan for where you want to be and you need to stop blaming others for where you are today. Nobody else is as vested in your life as you are, so motivate yourself to get what you want because you are the only one who can change who, what, and where you are.

              You won't find your ideal if you aren't trying. If that ideal is a horse, great, if it's a loving woman, great, if it's a silicone toy, also great, but try for what you really want and don't settle for something else because you think it's easier. Chase your dreams, you might not catch them, but you definitely won't if you don't TRY!

              I don't say this to be reproachful, we all need to stop and examine our lives, especially when things aren't going well. I have made many, many mistakes in life, it's the only way to gain any real experience or insight. I wish you the very best, but I honestly think this is the wrong way for you to go.
              Last edited by egoldstein; 06-23-2019, 02:33 AM.

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